前天上了八個小時的課，洗了快二十張照片（水槽裡充斥過多的假笑和視線讓那時候的我不禁頭痛了起來），上台報告了自己的作品（看著我抓頭髮的女人）。開了二十分鐘的車回家吃了根香蕉，下午三點半突然想彈彈鋼琴。下午三點五十睡趴在鋼琴上。然後被朋友帶到山上看了許久不見卻不特別想念的風景（也夠冷了）。吃了一個半的Chipotle當晚餐。說是要到朋友家續攤打麻將其實是去修窗簾和唱ｋ。那晚順便耳聞目睹了些有的沒的感情故事（冷眼旁觀這詞聽起來似乎太冷酷，但事實其實也相差不遠）。凌晨兩點洗澡的時候我在想著自己的缺點（不完美）。

 

 

昨天睡到了下午兩點。在咖啡店讀了一整天的三角圖形，做了七十幾題數學題目，喝了四杯榛果咖啡。在腦袋裡試著想像這是個能用三角形解釋的世界。（不好意思，這題無解）。一恍神，女服務生的胸部似乎突然變成了正三角形（這樣就糟糕了）。我就這樣讀三角形讀到了現在。

 

 

現在是凌晨一點二十九分。現在的我（過了這樣兩天的我），突然很想知道妳現在在做什麼。在睡覺嗎？是在睡覺吧。應該是在睡覺沒錯。唉…..該死的，妳知道嗎？我才發現其實自己很想再試一次數學拿一百分的感覺（最後一次是在國小吧）。

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

(只是盞燈罷了.)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

八年.

 

 

 

潰提.

 

 

 

.

含棒+豬蹄 

 

 

 

 

這輩子吃過最大的pizaa.

 

 

 

 

熱血到恐怖的故事.

 

 

 

笨狗.

 

 

 

 他說這樣會變聰明.

 

 

 

 

R:欸欸！不覺得妹都在看你嗎?好嫉妒喔!

H: Shut'd FUCK up!!

 

 

 

 

有人high到東西都掉出來了.

(痾...那個....失物招領直走到底左轉).

 

 

 

 

為了挑戰極限犧牲了兩張椅子(烈士).

 

 

 

阿!四點鐘方向有我的菜!

（大腸麵線之類的）

 

 

 

PC表情很棒.

 

 

 

高手把妹姿勢都這樣.

 

 

Ninja玩不膩.

 

 

nice!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

日式屏風+插頭+窗簾.

（這大概是這次重曝最成功的一張吧）

P.S如果寫成 "日式屏風x插頭x窗簾 首度聯名!!"

 這樣有沒有很潮..?

 

 

忘了自己重曝了什麼...

 

 

 

放肆的仙人掌.

"你這放肆的傢伙!"

 

 

 

 

 酷.

 

 

 

 

 

這算是對Diane Arbus的 Child with Toy Hand Grenade 做的更赤裸的詮釋吧.

 

 

 

  

意外的驚喜，長曝加重曝兩三次這樣.

 

 

 

像是真的會到什麼不得了的地方似的拖曳過。

除了一瞬及逝的車尾燈外，還有什麼能留下.

From chapter.10 of my english textbook.Talking about classification.

A student may be content just to sort members of the opposite sex: fantastic, attractive, passable, and no thanks.



害我對英文課本冷笑了一下.

是的寶貝，天又再度為妳亮起
是阿，那裡該有妳所要的
洋裝、向日葵或者鑽石
硬梆梆的那種實體
無可厚非得有些傷人

卻忘了什麼為什麼
為什麼什麼之類的有的沒的意欲蔓延
混混沌沌有時甚快想起來似的伸長了
遠了透了，軋吱

那是什麼？寶貝
藏在妳眼底的那個？
話說離開的比留下的要風光些
所以貓總是趾高氣昂
蛋餅加起司的那種實體
無可厚非得有些幸福

是的寶貝，請多帶件外套
聽說高處總是比較冷些

                               

                             看了午夜場的電影                                                      
                                 
                            練了一首沒感情的歌
                             
                       下班回家的時候後又看見他

                         路上的外國人來跟妳問路           

                                  老朋友結婚了
                                                                                                                                                                哭了 
                                 陽台上的花開了
                                                                                                         妳就，                                           笑了        。
                               初戀男友車禍死了
                                                                                                                                                             想養貓了
                                    吃了根香蕉

                                 聽了Bill Evans    

                                   交了個筆友

                                  又胖了兩公斤

                               後天是高中同學會

                                晚餐是生菜沙拉

                                     

常常感覺一個不小心就熬夜了。明明心裡已經想了如果可以在十二點前睡的話，那就在十二點前睡吧。可是把電腦關掉、或是把睡前讀物闔上的時候才發現新的一天又開始了，而我就是那樣的在新的一天的開始就準備睡覺了。然後再張眼就是下午三點。邊發出睡過頭呻吟邊爬向手機。拿起手機看了看時間日期和偶爾會有的幾通未接來電後翻個身，全身呈大字形的用睡過頭的惺忪眼看了看天花板。讓頭腦慢慢恢復正常機能，接著才意識到自己又睡到下午三點了。"幸好日期還可以接受。"雖然用了這種墮落的藉口安慰自己，可是當我好不容易起身進廁所刷牙的時候 "阿啊阿！這樣好像有點糟糕欸！" 卻忍不住這麼想。




"你終於睡醒了喔!"
"嗯...."
如果我手機有未接來電的話，開場白一定是這個樣子。








昨天.....或者該說是今天早上，我突發其想的在手機上設了五個鬧鐘(這是我小k的極限)






10:30AM 15秒進行曲    by黃小楨

11:00AM  自由               by張震嶽

11:10AM Sunday Morning  by Maroon5

11:15AM Last Order      by陳奕迅

12:30PM Canned Heat   by Jamiroquai



這個樣子。像是什麼陣容華麗又多元的live演出似的。








然後




14:46PM  我邊發出睡過頭呻吟邊爬向手機.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

有鑑於上一卷好像太亮

第二卷我就用了ISO100

不過好像又太暗了.

 

 

Huntington beach

 

 

 

手指太大.

 

 

 

為了拍這張被路人笑.

 

 

 H:這張你怎麼拍得阿?(指)

R: Skill man!! skill!!!

C:是..是..(無奈)

 

 

我一直在想這到底是哪裡的天空.

加州天空有那麼多雲挺稀奇的.

 

 

氣球.

 

 

Fiona Rolla Bitch(名字越來越長).

 

 

 

 

 

 

 下次洗的時候應該順便讓他們幫我掃到電腦上

自己掃色調都不對了..

恩.

開始想第三卷該怎麼玩.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

 

 

The Sign

 

You wanna watch it fall apart
Every time I walk I watch
I look, I notice, I observe
I read the signs
And the signs are pointing in the wrong direction
The signs are not naming the streets
or leading you to the highways
the signs are naming names
tombstones to mark the death of children not even born
and I don't mean abortion I mean what is to come
The signs are telling me to turn back around
the signs are telling me to research my past
the signs are telling me to learn from my mistakes
the signs are asking me questions
Do you wanna watch it all fall apart?
Do you have any control?
Is there anything that you can do?

Time is not a nice person
I know because the sign said it
time can be generous but ultimately time is indifferent
time does not give two damns or a fuck
So what will you do?
What will we do?
So I'm in the middle of the street talkin' to the signs
and people are lookin' at me pointing and laughing
like, 'This mothafucker's crazy!'
But do they not see the signs?
Do you not see the signs?

If there is one thing in this world
that you can depend on
that you can bet your last dollar on
it's the ignorance of the American people
But still I have faith
But still I read the signs
They are indeed there
Some of us are lost
and will not find our way
no matter what the signs say
Some of us do not see the signs because
we are too busy shopping.
Some of us do not see the signs because
we can't help but stop and look at the accidents and stare
We are in a daze
We are amazed by the world's displays
Some of us do not see the signs because
we are giving spare change to the homeless
we are getting gas
we are volunteering for duty
and we are watching television
We are driving around in circles on spinners
and we are working eight to six
We are on our way to the club
we are high, we are drunk, and we are sober
and we do not see the signs
We are listening to a moron babble
we are listening to tongues that lie
we give them an ear
we give them a hand
we give them both eyes
so we cannot see the signs
There are children playing in the streets
and they cannot read the signs
They are only children
Stop.
Stop!
I fear there is no U-turn
and that this road dead-ends
because we cannot read the signs
Do you not see the signs?
We must read the signs
and we must turn around
we must turn around
we gotta turn this shit around
and we gotta read the signs
we must read the signs...
we must read the signs...
we must read the signs...
we gotta read the signs...
we gotta turn this shit around...
we must turn this shit around...

 

 

 

 

 

 

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一路走來

看見多少路標

指著不同方向

一條路徑

該有多少崎嶇

顛簸每個可能

 

未來或是將來

還在某個路標後.